谁能帮我简单的翻译下这些英文是什么意思！谢谢！

Question

I am tired In fact, no one has understood me. I used to pretend that strong, accustomed to a person face to all ...I do not know in the end gonna do - Sometimes -I am happy to speak with everyone, can be very presumptuous; But no one knows, but that is disguised, very deliberately disguise

I am happy very happy to own - But can not find the source of happiness, just giggle. -
谁能帮我简单的翻译下是什么意思？？谢谢了！

Answer 1

我累了，事实上，没有人理解我。我曾经假装坚强，习惯于一个人面对一切...我不知道到底该怎么办 - 有时，我很高兴与大家发言，可以很冒昧，但是没有人知道，但这是伪装，很刻意掩饰

我很高兴也很高兴自己 - 但不能找到幸福的源泉，只是傻笑.